The more I trust... the more I trust, the calmer I become.
In the process, I haven't lost my desire to know; the desire to seek and know has only grown stronger, almost as if I was made to seek knowledge. But the type or quality of the knowledge I seek has changed.
Certainties are a remnant of my fear based formation. The closest I get to a certainty is love. That God is love, that love is good no matter what the data sometimes suggests.
But even that is a thin description of something I barely know. Because there's a quality to the knowledge of Love that leads to a freedom of which I've had but an inkling.
The inkling of a knowledge beyond certainty, however, keeps singing an alluring song. Calling me forward, I know not where.
Naturally, the "I know not where" creates an uncomfortable feeling you could call uncertainty, but that feeling is faint compared to the trust inspired by the song.